December 2008
23 posts
Okay, so my date went really well. I don’t want to get all of my hopes up, but it’s hard not to.
He also showed me his laboratory. I giggled like a silly girl.
fuck you, facebook
scout:
for showing me things i don’t want or need to see
But it is my own fault everytime.
dead horse
…and it’s been about two weeks since I last spoke to Patrick. It’s no surprise he hasn’t called me. He’s so predictable, but I guess so am I.
Here I am with a potential date and instead I’m mulling over the fact that I can’t make the one person in my life that I’ve loved for so long love me back… but I’m not in love with him. I just want...
I just came back from an awesome trip to Providence, RI.
Then I came home and bought strappy sandles for the summer, a cute blazer, and an adorable winter coat. I’m so broke!
In other news, I might have a date with a 28-year-old scientist.
I want to have fun again.
I’ve got some emails to write.
scout:
crushes:
s,
I just really like who I am when I’m with you.
— anonymous
Is it just me or am I the only one that thinks that EatSleepDraw is sooo overrated?
Once again I set myself up to be disappointed and crushed. I’m becoming rather good at that.
I knew Patrick had no long term intentions of being with me again. It was just so easy and fun to be with him. I was just temporarily relieving my current feelings of rejection and loneliness. I guess I’ll always want him, but I fooled myself into thinking that I was in love with him again....
pfft
nikography:
“We’re this generation of women who are just as lonely as any other, but we’re just unwilling to settle or compromise to get ourselves out of it. So we’re all just waiting for the fucking needle-in-a-haystack guy who we’re going to love, who’s going to happen to love us…”
— Liz Tuccillo
speak for yourself, lady! not all of us are delusional. and some of us even know what we want....