February 2012
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January 2012
4 posts
Forward is the only way to go.
It’s almost been a month since we broke up. It still hurts more than I can say, and so much so that I can’t really talk about it. I haven’t heard from him since the night of our last call. I fill my days with friends, internet, and distractions. I try not to ruminate on the past or on him, but these feelings inch their way through and curl into a ball in my throat. Some times...
Well, it’s over. After talking for awhile, I was actually willingly to work it out, but he was not. He ended it tonight on New Years Eve.
I suppose I shouldn’t be shocked, and there are good things to reflect upon as well as bad things, but I’m mainly just sad and in a bit of denial.
Goodbye 2011. I’m glad it’s over.
December 2011
12 posts
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It’s nearly 2012. Why would anyone need to ask me where the place we’re meeting is located? Especially since I know you’re replying via an iPhone.
Also, while I’m bitching about everything, what’s the big deal about Robyn? 90’s music is totally my jam, but she was a one hit wonder back then. I’ve heard her new stuff but it’s nothing special, and...
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Since this past summer, my boyfriend and I have been on and off for awhile. We hit a couple large rough patches, while he had to deal with real life-and-death situations regarding family and friends. We were not at our best. It didn’t help that his way of coping is to completely shut down and ignore me for days if we get into a large argument. At first, I was taken aback and wasn’t...
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“I have frequently seen people become neurotic when they content themselves with...”
– Carl Jung (via psychotherapy)
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Speaking of ups and downs… today is a down day.
Part of the reason I’ve felt terrible these days is the fact that I feel like I’ve accomplished nothing. It feels like everybody in my life is getting somewhere or the things they’ve done in the past have led up to their most recent successes. I spent the last two years of my life in a dead end job. I exited with the same...
Since I quit my job…
I went on a two week vacation to Florida.
Almost broke up with my boyfriend twice.
Found a solid roommate. She’s a librarian.
Watched every season of Battlestar Galactica (cried a little at the end).
Joined a gym.
Decided I wanted to run a marathon… someday.
Visited my folks. (Haven’t been home in two years.)
Cleaned out my room from my...
November 2011
3 posts
October 2011
8 posts
I skipped Halloween this year because New York decided to shit a fucking snow storm in October, and also because I am recovering from a cold and didn’t want to suffer through it being thinly clothed glam rock David Bowie. But hell, I would have been the best fucking David Bowie ever.
Also, Slutty Black Swan… so 2010. Way to be original ladies girls.
September 2011
7 posts
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I’m quitting my job.
In two weeks, I will be full-time employed no more. I won’t even be part-time employed. I will just be unemployed.
After a lot of criticism (mainly from my mother), self doubt, anxiety, and a year of planning, I finally handed in my letter of resignation.
I started out with one boss and ended with two bosses. This company is managed so poorly that instead of...
August 2011
10 posts
I don’t understand the appeal of looping animated gifs of some clip from a movie/tv show/celeb interview. They are everywhere on Tumblr and are annoying and repetitive. I’m going to start unfollowing these nineteen year olds that post them.
Searching for a new roommate is obviously not an easy task. I have about two weeks before my currently roommate bails. I’ve already met with three pretty normal ladies, two that seem to be on some sort of drug, one snotty British girl, and I just got stood up by some 28 year old pastry chef. Out of three that are compatible, none of them seem quite right. I think I should step it up a notch...
The Neuroscience of Changing Toxic Thinking... →
psychotherapy:
A very helpful overview of the interplay between our conscious and unconscious minds, and the role our own thoughts play in determining how we act and feel.
Excerpt:
Whether you understand its messages or not, your subconscious continually communicates with you through emotion-based action-signals to let you know where you are in relation to where you want to be. You’re not...
July 2011
3 posts
June 2011
10 posts
